Friday, August 15, 2008

Mother's guilt

I left my daughter in her crib at home alone and went for a bike ride with my son. he wasn't secured in anything i was just holding onto him and he was hanging in front of the handlebars. I had to find a bathroom and somehow lost my son. I looked frantically for a long time. I was afraid I'd never see him again. Eventually I saw a large group of people standing around including police. I figured maybe they had him. They did and i went running up to him and he ran to me too. i hugged and hugged him knowing that i was in a lot of trouble for loosing track of him. deep down i knew i had been irresponsible but i played it cool. the police told me that they would wait a few days to see if they were going to press charges. they left so i started to gather our things. my mom was there all of a sudden and i was crying to her about how guilty i felt but that i had done something even worse...leaving my daughter alone at home. we had to get home before my husband because otherwise he would find my daughter home alone in her crib. my mom was not mad at me at all. she helped me pack up and rush to get back home. we beat him home and he never found out what i did

Saturday, May 10, 2008

Bedroom

I was sleeping in the room I grew up in.  I woke up and was just hanging around in the room.  I started painting my nails and was talking on the phone.  Then I realized my son and daughter were crawling around in the room and I should probably make sure they weren't getting into anything they shouldn't.  Then I started painting my 13 month old daughter's nails and kept getting annoyed with her because she kept messing them up.

Tuesday, May 6, 2008

wedding

background: sister-in-law is getting married in a month and a half. lots of wedding plans.

dream:
It was the day of the wedding. SIL was all dressed up and ready to go. All the guests were seated in an auditorium to see the wedding. there were special seats set aside for the wedding party but no one was instructing the wedding party to sit there so they were sitting all in different places. I was not happy about this and was afraid it would ruin the wedding so I went into what seemed to be a kitchen where people were frantically working to see if I could find the person in charge. I did and she made sure the wedding party was sitting in the right place.
Then SIL did a dance on the stage by herself.

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

Hotel room

I was in a very large hotel room with my twins and a friend's daughter who is only 2 weeks younger than then twins. I was trying to keep an eye on them but naturally the three of them went in opposite directions. Then a whole bunch of adults showed up that I had never met before. They were all complaining about where we were all going to sleep.

Grandma's house again

My parents and my husband and kids and I went to live at my Grandmother's house. The kids were wandering all over the house and I was annoyed that no one was watching them (not sure why *I* wasn't watching them but this IS a dream). We didn't have any place for them to sleep. My daughter fell asleep in a laundry basket and then I figured I could hold my son and sleep with him.

Oh, I just realized this is another dream about me being solely responsible for the kids even though I have a lot of family around...hmmm.

Toilet

I was in a public bathroom and clogged up the toilet. Not only was it clogged but it was spurting out of the toilet and getting all over me. I was so grossed out.

Crib

I had a dream that I woke up from a nap to the sound of my daughter walking out of her room. I flew out of bed because I knew there was no way she could get out of her crib. I ran to her and scooped her up asking her how on earth she got out of her crib. I went into their room and her brother was in HER crib! The only thing I could think of was that my husband had come home while I was sleeping and moved them around.