Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Losing Jackson

I was riding a bike with my 22 month old son and daughter. I think my daughter was in a seat on the back but I was holding my son. I wasn't able to control the bike though so I put him to sit on the bar. I was surprised that he was able to stay there without falling off. But then I needed to stop and he ended up flying off the front.
I knew I needed to put them both in a seat on the back so I was scrambling around to get the seat set up. We were in a cafeteria sort of place so it was crowded with people. Jackson somehow got out of my sight and then I couldn't find him. I believe my mother was there so I left here with Madison as I ran out a door to see if I could find him. There was a stairwell and a door to outside. I ran up the stairs a bit screaming his name. I realized he wasn't up the stairs so I ran out the door to outside screaming his name mostly in the hopes that someone would hear me and help me find him. I was in such a panic that I would never see him again. I'm pretty sure I found him but I don't remember it specifically.

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

I was in a house where there was a room that was very leaky.  The rain water literally just poured into it.  I went upstairs to a bedroom where my friend Brenda's sons were sleeping.  When I went in I realized that her youngest wasn't actually sleeping.  I started talking to him and playing with him.  He was shy at first but eventually was laughing with me. 
Then I went back downstairs and there were other families there.  I was with a show that was going to redo their house.  I was not looking forward to all the work we had to do.
I was in bed at my house.  My neighbor was painting his house yellow and kids were playing soccer in park.  I wondering why no one was at school or work.
I got in a van with some friends to drive them somewhere that was an hour away.  when we were half way there i realized i had left the twins in their cribs alone!  I was horrified and knew I couldn't tell them we had to go back or else I'd have to admit what I had done.  So we continued driving.  We eventually came to a point where the road wasn't really a road anymore so the van couldn't drive on it.  We ended up getting out and making our way around the cliffs that went down into the ocean.  There were points where I even had to go in the water to get by.  We made it and ended up back in the van and drove up to a house in the woods.
Once we got to the house we went in.  Then it turns out the woman who's house it was was a bad person and trying to get us to become part of a cult or something.  I kept trying to get away but somehow always ended up back in the house.  I would jump out the window but wouldn't be able to get very far.  I eventually made it back to the car.  I got in and tried to drive away but there were people everywhere.  I just wanted to get home to the twins.  Eventually I just started running.  There were other girls running with me.  We were following a road that again turned into nothing and we had to try to climb on a cliff to get around.  We all ended up falling really far into the water.

Monday, November 10, 2008

More weirdness

I was driving in our wrangler down a street. I parked and got out. I went to go into a restaurant. The sign outside was a huge wooden carved sign that actually had the date on it. So I said to my friend Marc "Do they buy a new sign for every day??" He said yes and that the 99 restaurant did it too (he used to work there). I thought that was very strange and such a waste of money.

I finally went inside to a banquet room. It was some sort of thank you lunch. I was sitting at a table with my mother. I noticed my old friend from high school sitting at another table with his wife. I hadn't seen him since high school so I was nervous to see him. I waited until he spotted me to say anything. While I was waiting I went up to a table to get some coffee. Somehow I spilled coffee all over my hands and legs. My hands were burnt and in a lot of pain. I sat back down at the table. I peaked over at my friend just as he was looking at me with a look of surprise on his face. We both got up and ran to hug each other. It was SO strange because then he started dancing with me and telling me he loved me.


The next part of the dream took place in my friend Marc and Kristin's house (although it was NOTHING like their house). I had never been there before because they had just moved in. It was massive and on the ocean. There was a room out the back that was just enormous and open to the outside. I was a little freaked out by what had happened at the restaurant so I wanted a moment to myself to quietly think about things. I made my way to a private place and the minute I sat down, my mother came running up to me. She said "what are you doing?? we have to go!!" So I got up and left.

Falling house

I was in the third floor of a triple decker apartment building. I was with my 19 month old son and daughter and a bunch of people I didn't kow. All of a sudden I felt the building starting to topple over. I was oddly calm about it and didn't panic at all. I woke up out of breath.

UGH!

I was in an apartment where I was living with an ex-boyfriend. He had started acting a little strange and then he had a costume on. I knew it was past Halloween so I asked him what he was doing. He got all shy and told me that he was the lead in a play. The first show had been the night before. I was so hurt that he had been lying to me all that time. The apartment gradually kept filling with other people who aparently lived there too. I kept wanting to use my computer but everytime I went to use it someone else was on it. I remember sitting at a table looking through all of his things to see what else he was lying about. I looked out the window and saw my 19 month old daughter playing. Then my husband was there trying to convince me that I should be with him.


I was walking on the edge of water with a bunch of people I didn't know when a tornado started to form. The wind became so strong it lifted me right off my feet and I landed in the water. I swam to shore and people helped me get out. We then tried to run away from the tornado. We turned a corner and ended up in a place where our only option was to go in the water. I swam across the water back to another part of the shore. Right as I walked onto land a massive tree crackled and started to fall at me. I was able to get out of the way. I waited for everyone else to make it to where I was. We then started running again. We ran down a path where we saw something really scary. I believe it was Mickey Mouse statues but they were all painted creepy looking. We all screamed and ran back down the path as the ground opened up and this structure emerged. We ended up being trapped on this thing. Everyone was trapped in individual pods. I somehow got loose and tried to run for help. I saw someone's mother who was in a wheelchair. I was begging for help so she said she would help. So I followed her. She took me to a house where I was obviously a prisoner. I was brought to a couch where my ex-boyfriend (but he was my boyfriend in the dream) was sitting with his mother and a couple of other people but they were all drugged up so he could keep them in line. He was acting like we didn't know each other and introduced me to his mother. I wanted to say that we had met before but I didn't. Then his mother saw another girl in the room and thought that she was his current girlfriend. He told her she wasn't but I was so bitter because he wasn't telling her that *I* was his girlfriend and that she had met me many years ago. But I realized at that point that he was completely psycho and it just wasn't worth arguing.

Wednesday, October 1, 2008

Wedding nightmare

Background: I had this dream after BIL's wedding where my 18 month old twins had meltdowns in the church and I had to leave with them and missed the wedding. I was not in the wedding party.

Dream: I was in the wedding party of BIL's wedding. We were all dressed and lined up ready to go down some stairs and walk down the aisle. There were no flowers for me to carry so I was wondering what I was going to do with my hands. As we were waiting my son started to cry so I figured I'd carry him down the aisle with me and solve the issue of what to do with my hands. Then my daughter started crying so I said fine, I'll carry both of them. Right as we were about to go down the stairs I had to put them down to check myself in the bathroom mirror. When I came back I couldn't find them. I went across a balcony to some rooms to look for them. I found them but they weren't in their nice clothes anymore. I was so upset and I kept yelling for people to help me get them into their clothes but everyone said it was too late and we had to go. I ended up putting their clothes on stuffed animals then I woke up.