Thursday, September 3, 2009

Horses


I was at a horse competition where I was going to be riding a horse.  It was my friends horse who was scheduled to compete but she couldn't make it so she asked if I would do it.  I had never done it before but I rode horses as a kid so I figured I could handle it.  I was completely confused by the order of how they were calling people and I just kept listening to see if they called me.
At one point another competitor and her father walked by me.  They were overly snooty and didn't even acknowledge me.  They were having a conversation about someone they saw in the parking lot.  They were horrified that a parent was hugging their kid.  They kept going on and on about how unsophisticated it was.  Then they said how awful it was that the woman shaved her armpits.  At that point I couldn't keep my mouth shut anymore.  I started to get really angry and I felt the adrenaline pumping.  I yelled "Oh, god forbid someone hugs their kid or shaves their armpits!!!"  I think they tried to argue back but it didn't really go anywhere.
I kept trying to find someone to tell me what I was supposed to be doing with the horse.  I eventually saw someone do it.  They were riding the horse down a dock and jumping into the water.  Odd how I didn't find that odd.  I thought, "oh I can do that no problem".  I must have woken up because I never got on the horse.

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

test


testing out some photos

More twins


I had another set of twins.  They were newborns in the dream and even though I still had my 2.5 year old twins the new twins were exactly like my first set were like at that age.  I remember trying to dress the girl in my older girls baby clothes.

Monday, February 16, 2009

My son swallowing pills

I was in the house I grew up in (floor plan identical) with my mother. She and I were arguing about how much money I owed her. It was a very heated argument which is very odd for us. She was saying I owed her more than I thought I did. I was trying to get ready for high school at the same time (though I felt like an adult in the dream) so I went into the bathroom to brush my teeth while still arguing with her. Once I was done in there I figured I should check on my 23 month old twins who had been playing in my parents' room. I opened the door to the two of them walking around the room but I realized that my son had a mouth full of pills from a prescription bottle he found on the night stand. I grabbed him by the back of the neck and I could feel all of the pills down his throat. I woke up out of breath.

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Another falling building

I was in a skyscraper that started shaking and fell over. I don't think I was with anyone I knew.

Losing Jackson

I was riding a bike with my 22 month old son and daughter. I think my daughter was in a seat on the back but I was holding my son. I wasn't able to control the bike though so I put him to sit on the bar. I was surprised that he was able to stay there without falling off. But then I needed to stop and he ended up flying off the front.
I knew I needed to put them both in a seat on the back so I was scrambling around to get the seat set up. We were in a cafeteria sort of place so it was crowded with people. Jackson somehow got out of my sight and then I couldn't find him. I believe my mother was there so I left here with Madison as I ran out a door to see if I could find him. There was a stairwell and a door to outside. I ran up the stairs a bit screaming his name. I realized he wasn't up the stairs so I ran out the door to outside screaming his name mostly in the hopes that someone would hear me and help me find him. I was in such a panic that I would never see him again. I'm pretty sure I found him but I don't remember it specifically.