Friday, July 13, 2012

Missed a wedding

In real life I'm a professional photographer and have dreams all the time that I'm trying to take a picture and while I'm pressing the shutter button nothing happens, but this dream was on a different level.

I was walking with a group of people through the streets of what seemed like Haverhill.  I definitely knew some of the people.  I think my parents were there but there were also people I didn't know including a gay couple who's wedding I was supposed to be photographing.  We were walking through neighborhoods on our way to the ceremony site.  I didn't know anything about the wedding or where it was so I was following them closely.  We eventually went by some houses with a lot of activity.  There were hundreds of people in and out of a mansion type house partying like crazy.  I kind of got caught up in it all.  I saw some of the group we were with sit down and have a snack so it seemed like I had some time to look around.  I ended up talking to someone who was at the party and was asking what was going on.  She told me but I can't remember what she said.  Eventually I realized I should really look for the group and I couldn't find them!  I started to panic!  I ran down a hill to the road and still couldn't see them ahead of me.  I continued running down the road hoping I would catch up around a bend.  After a while I realized I had to stop and try to make a phone call.  I pulled out my iphone and it was all messed up!  I couldn't find the buttons I needed to make a phone call.  It was like the phone had a virus that had taken over.  I ended up going into a building but I can't remember what I did in there.  I came back out and tried to use my phone again but this time it was in the shape of a drinking glass.  I was horrified!  I ended up in a little alcove area where these toys were.  I think the toys represented bad apps that had gotten on my phone and I had to separate out the bad ones.  They were along the lines of legos.  I was so frustrated that it was taking so long and that I had to jump through so many hoops just to make a phone call.  I took a break and looked across the street where there was a church.  A second later a gay couple (one dressed in feathers and sequins) came bursting out of the doors screaming "I'M SO MAD AT HER!!!  I CAN'T BELIEVE SHE WASN'T THERE!!!  WE NEED TO CALL HER!!!
I jumped up to run to them, I was hysterically crying and attempted to profusely apologize but I woke up because I was so distraught.

Wednesday, September 28, 2011

Falling from a building

Horrible horrible dream...
I was floating around in the ocean at the rocky coast during a hurricane.  I couldn't control where I was going and was very scared.  I got sucked to another area which ended up turning into a loft style empty apartment.  It was in a high rise building.  I was in that room with my four and a half year old twins.  We were being held captive.  I somehow lost track of the kids and I could hear my daughter screaming at the top of her lungs.  I freaked out and jumped up to go find them.  I noticed that my son was standing OUTSIDE the window on the ledge kind of walking around like it was no big deal.  But my daughter was still hysterically crying and I couldn't find her.  I went out on the ledge where my son was and he said she was around the corner of the building.  The ledge got ridiculously smaller at the corner so she had gotten around the corner but couldn't get back.  I couldn't get around to get her so I was going to try to reach around, grab her arm and dangle her around back to me.  Somehow I ended up making it to where she was but now we couldn't get back to Jackson.  I reached to get him and drag him over to where we were but I couldn't hold on and he fell.  UUUUGGGGHHHH!!!!!!  Awful dream.

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

House broken into


I had been talking on the phone with my mother and she made some casual mention of my house being broken into but it was so casual that I didn't take her seriously.  The day was so busy that I didn't even think about it again.  Later in the afternoon I was with my father.  We were chatting for a while when he handed me his phone and told me to call "Stacy" who was programmed into his phone.  I supposedly knew this person but I couldn't remember who she was.  I was chatting with her and she told me that my house had been broken into.  I went into a complete panic and rage.  I was so mad that my parents had known all day and hadn't told me.  It was like they were trying to teach me a lesson about being more aware.  Then I absolutely lost it when I realized that my computer was going to be gone and that ever picture I had ever taken would be lost.  I remember screaming and crying and not being able to breathe.  I whipped the phone at my father just missing his head and I tore out of there knowing I would never talk to him again.  I got in my car that was parked outside the Mercier's house and peeled out around the corner onto Lake Street and immediately onto 5th street.  I pulled up to my house (the house I lived in from when I was 3-10)and saw that the front door was open.  I struggled to get the keys out of the car so I could get into the house but I woke up in a panic and out of breath.

Thursday, September 3, 2009

Horses


I was at a horse competition where I was going to be riding a horse.  It was my friends horse who was scheduled to compete but she couldn't make it so she asked if I would do it.  I had never done it before but I rode horses as a kid so I figured I could handle it.  I was completely confused by the order of how they were calling people and I just kept listening to see if they called me.
At one point another competitor and her father walked by me.  They were overly snooty and didn't even acknowledge me.  They were having a conversation about someone they saw in the parking lot.  They were horrified that a parent was hugging their kid.  They kept going on and on about how unsophisticated it was.  Then they said how awful it was that the woman shaved her armpits.  At that point I couldn't keep my mouth shut anymore.  I started to get really angry and I felt the adrenaline pumping.  I yelled "Oh, god forbid someone hugs their kid or shaves their armpits!!!"  I think they tried to argue back but it didn't really go anywhere.
I kept trying to find someone to tell me what I was supposed to be doing with the horse.  I eventually saw someone do it.  They were riding the horse down a dock and jumping into the water.  Odd how I didn't find that odd.  I thought, "oh I can do that no problem".  I must have woken up because I never got on the horse.

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

test


testing out some photos

More twins


I had another set of twins.  They were newborns in the dream and even though I still had my 2.5 year old twins the new twins were exactly like my first set were like at that age.  I remember trying to dress the girl in my older girls baby clothes.

Monday, February 16, 2009

My son swallowing pills

I was in the house I grew up in (floor plan identical) with my mother. She and I were arguing about how much money I owed her. It was a very heated argument which is very odd for us. She was saying I owed her more than I thought I did. I was trying to get ready for high school at the same time (though I felt like an adult in the dream) so I went into the bathroom to brush my teeth while still arguing with her. Once I was done in there I figured I should check on my 23 month old twins who had been playing in my parents' room. I opened the door to the two of them walking around the room but I realized that my son had a mouth full of pills from a prescription bottle he found on the night stand. I grabbed him by the back of the neck and I could feel all of the pills down his throat. I woke up out of breath.